I know when i’m in his arms i will be safe and sound.
I hate paranoia. But I am constantly paranoid and it makes me want to burst into tears, the constant fears.
I need to feel whole. No, I am whole but this constant feeling of not being at peace pervades my sanity. I need to find a way out, I need to fill the void. I hate being left alone to my thoughts because that’s when I have the crazy ones. I never make good choices when i’m overwhelmed.